Fearful Quandary

Open my eyes, in what world am I
Try to breathe, white coats are watching me
Priests of the new age
Injecting doses, poisoning
Cut flesh and burn
Answers I can never learn
Gait halting
Heart pounding
Confusing

What is this world of din and flashing light
Am I a monster am I even alive
And did they hurt me, or was I made
Drowning deep in the bio-waste
Bogged and mired
Bogged and mired
Bogged and mired
Sinking under yet still I breathe

I feel my body breaking down
As though I'm riddled with disease
Unending pain I can't get over
This fearful quandary

Disembodied, floating in a sea
Of icy pain and nightmares are lingering
Isolated and cast aside
Nobody cares if I live or die
This is a life deprived
A struggle just to press onward
A struggle to face the lie

Bogged and mired
Bogged and mired
Bogged and mired
Brain is faded, and dreams degraded

Losing ground, and falling down
My thoughts they turn to revenge

I feel my body breaking down
As though I'm riddled with disease
Unending pain I can't get over
This fearful quandary
One foot in front of the other
I slowly make my way
Into an unknown future
This fearful quandary