Dead Inside

Pulling, being drawn down towards hell
Controlled for dark purposes
Stumbling down a dark path
Extraction from oneself
Consequences grave

World is shaking, vision blurry
Scene suddenly changed
An atmosphere of dread and worry
Shifted to another plane
The imp of the perverse
A calling from the void
Constantly embroiled in struggle
Wading through this darkened mind

Into a pit I’m falling
And all I feel is lack of pride
Resentment never ending
All I feel is dead inside

Have you ever lost control
Have you ever had thoughts that were not your own
I’m weakening, it seems that fortune’s about to change for me
Become degraded, become corrupted
Embrace debauchery, turning to treachery
A force I can't deny
Tearing me up inside
Why can’t I cry out

Whisper to me every day
Take me to a realm of decay
I'm powerless, can't escape
Reveling in my pain
A state of constant strain
I know that this I cannot maintain

A slave to wicked fury
Can't resist it’s flickering flame
Inside this fleshly hovel
I will forever remain
But alongside all my losses
When it feels there’s nothing to gain
This treacherous path I follow
Will be what I sustain

Into a pit I’m falling
All I feel is lack of pride
Resentment never ending
All I feel is dead inside