Frequency Illusion

Oh hear the calls
Truth lies again
Scratching of nails
Turn on the light

Illusions, I cannot trust me anymore
Confusion, feels like I have been here before
Trying to get my memory in line
In shadows I feel my sanity decline

I have terrified myself
So human and so clean
My disgrace will not be seen
Frequency Illusion

Resolving, in streams of mental disarray
Rejecting the cure that keeps me still away
Violence, atrocity grows in my mind
In darkness I seek for all relief I find

Illusion - Delusion
Illusion - Illusional Delusion

Nightmare, prime colors come to me at night
Memories appear like stroboscopic light
Fall out, my body fails integrity
A crippled soul is all that has been left of me

Questioning my true intentions
While I only follow shades
Trapped in frequency illusion
As my need for self-destruction fades

Now I roam the sane asylum
Where I stand the test of time
Depending on cruel sights and educated psychos
Dwelling in verity or a state of progressive illusion?